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And here I thought my next journal post would be a life update with news of my return to DA. <XD Sadly though, I'm doubting I'll be active for a while now. Just came home to the news that my dog passed away while I was at work today. ;^; Don't really have the heart to do much in the way of artwork now. So yeah. Guess that's my life update for you guys. Sorry if anybody was thinking my activity would be picking up again soon. On the contrary, I'll be taking yet another short hiatus from here, not that you could tell from how inactive I've become in recent years.
---Pat
---Pat
Final Goodbyes/Future Contacts
Hey, you guys. It's been a while since my last journal here. As many of you already know, I've been considering leaving DA behind for good, or perhaps I should say, leaving SOCIAL MEDIA behind for good. I no longer really have a desire to share my work publicly online. If anything, I'd much rather prefer only sharing it through private platforms rather than on DA/Tumblr/FA/etc. So for anybody who truly wishes to stay in touch with me and view my works still, PLEASE NOTE ME FOR DETAILS ABOUT WHERE YOU CAN FIND ME. If you would like to add me on Discord, I'll note you back my account name. You can ask me about other means of communication also
Actually, on second thought, never mind...
Fuck this fandom...
Right when I was starting to feel just a little bit better, it was brought to my attention that somebody on Tumblr is spreading around a VERY old picture of me that was taken YEARS and YEARS ago. They are using this picture as a means to insult all ZADR fans. For anybody who may have seen it, it was a picture of me that had been taken over 13 YEARS AGO, around the time I was first getting into ZADR. I was 17 years old at the time, stupid, and just trying to show off a shirt I had had made at a local festival in my town. It was from a time when I thought my shitty old art was actually good. Well, apparently this picture of
Slowly but Surely...
Hey, you guys. Sorry for the lapse of silence I fell into last month. As I mentioned in my last journal, I fell into a really bad place with my anxiety and just sort of...phased out a bit as a result. It's not often that anxiety grabs hold of me quite THAT intensely, but I think it's finally starting to pass now. I'm not 100% there just yet, but I think I'm feeling just a little bit better now. I don't want to be just rushing back onto DA though, so I might just lurk for a little while longer before fixing my page. Still not certain if I'll actually continue posting, but I'll definitely try to keep working on my two main ZADR stories at the v
Hiatus...Maybe...I don't know
:new: The more I think about it, the worse I feel. I'm having a harder and harder time convincing myself that I'll actually come back here. Talking with people is only making it worse, it seems, and I feel like my reality is just crumbling all around me. I've had low points in my life, but never quite this intensely (or so suddenly). I just don't see a point in existing...I don't like to bother people with this sort of shit though. So sorry for being such a worthless waste of space. If I could pinpoint a source for this feeling, I would nip it in the bud. But I honestly don't even know why I'm so suddenly feeling this way. It's like a switch
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Aw, Pat, that's awful 
I hope you and your family are doing okay.
I hope you and your family are doing okay.